Other than the interesting news that I get to spend my Christmas with my girlfriend and her family, everything seems to have its ups and downs. This whole "emo" phase I'm having randomly is pissing me off, and I want it to stop.

I shall TRY to make things turn to the brighter side. Sunny side up plz!

Anyway, my friends have helped me many times through my struggles.

My girlfriend I can forever thank for her assistance. I know we have had trouble my love, I am deeply sorry for my mistakes, I hope to improve as your lover. You have my greatest gratitude.

As well as my dear friend. He has been there for me in all my pain, worse and TERRIBLE.
He is a fucking saint I swear.

Oh yeah, from now on, my name is Ticks.
Don' you forget about that.

I LOVE YOU LICE!!

I've been feeling so damn alone these past few weeks, its been terrible for me.
My family thinks I'm annoying, I managed to make my oma a bit sick of me, I almost made my brother commit suicide, I have made my girlfriend sick of me, time and time again, and my friends I KNOW find me annoying and obnoxious.

Many people have told me I'm an asshole, and now I'm starting to believe I am a real asshole, and that I just can't be happy anymore.

I can't enjoy a day without this feeling of depression and loneliness. I can't be happy with my family, I can't make my sister look up to me anymore, I just can't seem to make my girlfriend happy like I used to, I can't be cool around my friends, and I think I even made my true best friend kinda think I'm annoying.

So basically I'm sad, I've got a lot of people mad, and annoyed of me, I got so very little left in my life to hold onto, and I just...
...can't be happy...

Can the Lord please save me from this pain?
I don't want this anymore.
I want my fun, happy life back.

Please?

*sighs*
Sorry for making you guys put up with more emo shit in my journals.
I just needed to get this off my back

Hey guys, just posting this journal (although no one will read this, most likely) to say I'm probably gonna get rid of this account. Not much happens in my account anyway, and I don't draw much as nowadays I don't feel like it, or just don't have the time.

I still love all your guys art, cause in every way, its better than mine

But whatever...

I think I'll see ya guys later

Stolen from who stole it from lol

HERE WE GO!!!

Natural Hair Color:
[X] Brown (well, its like a very dark brown) - $100
[ ] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other - $75

Total: $100

Eye Color:
[X] Brown - $50
[ ] Green (i wish my eyes were green) - $75
[ ] Blue - $150
[ ] Hazel - $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $150

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $200
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[x] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[ ] Under 5′4 - $0

Total so far: $225

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $325


Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[ ] First born - $320
[ ] Only Child - $250
[X] Second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[ ] Third born - $550-
[ ] Fourth born - $300
[ ] Fifth born - $400
[ ] Sixth born -$215

Total so far: $475


Drink?
[X] I did like once - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] Only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[ ] No - $600

Total so far: $875


Vision?
[x] perfect vision - $400
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don’t wear them - $200
[ ] No correction - $100
[ ] Glasses - $50
[ ] Contacts - $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $100

Total so far: $1,275

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[X] 11 to 12 - $400 (kind of, more like 10-11, so i'll only count $200)
[ ] 7 to 10 - $50
[] Under 7- $450 (I wear guy shoes so Im going by their measurements.)

Total so far: $1,675


Favorite Colors (multiple):
[x] Green - $750
[x] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[X] Yellow -$475
[X] Brown - $300
[x] Purple - $225
[x] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $500

Total: $5,325

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes - $0
[X] Nope - add $1000
[ ] some - $750

Final Total: $6,325

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LOVE YOU ONEE-CHAN!!